Wednesday, March 31, 2004

More About Me

So,when last we left our "psuedo hero" we were reading about his mother's disdain for her children.Poor woman,I have nothing left for her but pity. Don't get me wrong,I spent MANY YEARS hating this woman.Not anymore,I have more going on in my life than hating people. As a matter of fact,over the past few years,I have forgiven many old debts.

             Have I mellowed over the years? Sorry,no.I just figured out that carrying all of that hate for others was keeping me weighed down,and stopping me from letting my "artistic spirit" from coming out.Do I simply "let things go" now?Again,sorry,no. It is the nature of the way that I grew up.I had to fight everyday,sometimes just to survive,and,admittedly,sometimes,just for fun. I grew up in a very violent background,and you can never get rid of that.The "Beast" will never be tamed,until it dies.

          But,here again is a double standard.I have raised two daughters,and never harmed them.Never have I harmed my wife.It seems if you are in the very small circle of people around me,then you are exempt from the rage within.My oldest daughter is married,and has two children. Her husband is NOT exempt! Enough about that.

         You can expect to see me here everyday,as I tend to simply LOVE writing. When in High School,the ONLY class that I never "ditched" was "English Literature". If you come here,I can almost guarantee that you will never be bored.Also,you will find more truth here than anywhere else.I don't lie,and simply cannot stand people who do. Till tomorrow; Holla' If You Hear Me!!!

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