I know, I know, it has been too long since I was here. Not much has changed. Time drags inexorably on, and I am here to witness it. My first wife's dad died a few days back. He was an ok sort of guy. No reason to hold it against him for his daughter's faults! I will forego any ex-wife jokes at this point...it just seems too easy.


        My youngest  daughter is pregnant again. She says it is  a boy. Just what my wife and I need, ANOTHER baby to raise, feed, clothe, and keep in diapers! She (my daughter) needs to make it clear to her husband that he will be raising this child, not us! I have never met another white man that is as worthless as the one she married!


          I guess I will stop there...I have probably done enough damage for today!

Hey There!

It has been awhile since I was here...sorry about that, I got caught up in Facebook games! I am still addicted to them, so just bear with me. Thanksgiving and Christmas went off without a hitch. Also, the world didn't end on December 21st! What a crock of shit!


         Little Gracie is now two (2) years old, and learning to speak better every day. She still just jabbers a lot, but she is finding her way! Rozie was invited to go to Washington, D.C. this summer. It is gonna cost her parents about three thousand dollars for a six day tour of our nation's capitol. Her little brother Vinny is grounded right now...he gets into a lot of trouble. Nothing serious, just being a boy, I guess!


       Everyone went through several rounds of  having a cold. A BAD cold! I am just now getting over my last bout. Well, that is all for now, I will try to get here more often!

Life Is Good

Things are going well here. I still need to write to my Uncle. Nothing important, I  just like to keep him up to date on whatever is happening in my life. No special reason for this course of action, just fun, I guess. Since I last wrote here, I have purchased a special turntable for putting my records onto my computer. I have listened to cd's for far too long. I had forgotten about the hissing and popping on records!!! I guess that is two of the reasons for switching to cd's!


        My youngest daughter has aquired a job at the local K-Mart! This is her first real job, and so far she loves it! I hope she continues to do well at it. My oldest daughter continues to vex me. She clearly has something wrong with her health, but refuses to see a doctor! I have spoken to her repeatedly about this issue. She just shines me on, and says "ok daddy". This course of action is getting her nowhere! I can only hope she does something before it is too late for her...


          Well, I just cranked up some Lenny Kravitz...Later dayzzzzz kiddies! Remember, He who dares, wins!

New News!

Welcome back to this train wreck that is my life! Good news, bitches! I lost 19 pounds on my last trip to the doctor's  office! That is about all of the good news, except that my blood-sugar was down, also! I guess losing weight caused it to go down a little. The doctor was excited for me, as was I.

       If there is anymore good news I will post it here. Also, the kids started back to school today...I bet I know two grandkids who were not happy about that news! Later...

Heroes or Not?

I am sick to death about hearing that all cops are heroes! The majority of them are PIGS! They are scum, and not worthy to be called "hero". Cops do illegal shit, and then lie for each other. Hell, they don't even deserve the time I am devoting writing this!

          On a more positive note, I am trying to alter some of my eating habits. Because of the diabetes, and whatnot. I tried tofu for the first time today. I think the liners in my shoes have a better taste! It was worth trying, so I will try to stick to it for now.

        Everyone is doing well. I recently bought a Kinnect motion sensor for my XBOX 360. I am actually surprised at how well it works! Vinny and Roze just love it. I am glad to see them playing with it! Till later, folks!

Having a Low Day

Hi, guys and girls, the old dragonmaster is back once again! I have a love for Dragons that stretches as far back as my early childhood. I used to make my mom put on Peter Paul and Mary singing "Puff the Magic Dragon" every damn night when I went to bed! Even though my mother was afflicted with a mental illness, there were some good times every now and then.

          I, unfortunately, inherited that same mental illness. I am Bi-Polar, and suffer from depression. I don't think I have ever posted it that plainly here before. So, there it is...the eight hundred pound gorilla in the room! Sometimes it is hard to overlook it; sometimes I can get by. Sometimes not. Imagine a large dump truck parked on your chest...that is how it feels sometimes. Oh! I haven't even mentioned the panic attacks that spring up at the worst times!!!

             Add to the fact that I live in Mississippi. The WORST STATE for trying to get help with a mental illness. Aside from other "normal" people making fun of you and laughing at what is arguably a real problem! I just say "fuck 'em". They will never know the pain in my heart, and the voices in my head telling me to harm them! I can go from a slow boil to a seething rage in an instant. I just want to destroy everything in sight. Imagine trying to control that with no help. Ok, enough crying about something that cannot be fixed. You guys and girls keep your shit together...maybe tomorrow will be better!


                                                       Holla' If You Hear Me!!!

What are We?

What are we? We are living, breathing organisms. But what about the whole Universe? Could it actually be just a very complex living organism? A single entity, a life force existing solely on it's own? I just think about these things from time to time. Maybe I am wrong about the whole deal...but what if I am right? What if the Universe IS just a single, living entity? Food for thought, huh?